But I have also been told by other people, "hey, you only live once! Go for it!".
And so, this is when I tell you that I really, really like this guy in New Zealand who I've been communicating with through email (and a few times on the phone), every day for the past month or so, and who I really feel like I know very well, and who I really relate to very well, and who I have a lot in common with, and who I really want to meet in person.
So because of this I have been feeling quite silly and like a school girl with a crush. And I know how dumb that sounds, for the person is on the other side of earth! But it doesn't hurt to have someone you really like, who is really sweet to you, who you relate to really well, to talk to on a regular basis. He also has Schizoaffective Disorder, and has been through much the same route with it that I have as far as being misdiagnosed with other things, and not being on the proper medications for a long time. So we relate. And that's a lot more than I can say about most people I know "in person".
So perhaps we will be traveling to meet each other. And that is all I'm going to say about that, because now that people who are mental health professionals read this blog, I don't plan on writing about things that they clearly will hold against me. But perhaps I have something in mind for the future and it is making me happy.
It never hurts to have things to look forward to!! And it's not Friday, but I really have always liked this song.