Sometimes I wonder if I bring this stuff on myself. Then I wonder if I'm not being lied to about being mentally ill. There was this quote in a book I read on Schizophrenia and recovery last fall. This young man said something like, "Of course I would prefer to think I was a C.I.A. agent rather than a mental patient. Who wouldn't?".
Thoughts like that. I'm not sure why but this has been creeping up on me and now it's here, saying, "Hello!". It should be interesting trying to get through a course taught by someone who I think is a CIA agent performing mind control and secret communications with me.
Perhaps this will go away soon.
I probably won't mention it again.