update

Sorry to anybody reading this but I don't know how to delete an entire post without writing something there; hence, the 'deleted' ones.

I had to delete some thing I wrote here because I was not comfortable announcing my innermost nonsense to the world. As my ex-boyfriend used to tell me all the time, I wear my heart on my sleeve and it's not a good trait to have.

The things I deleted were only important to write to myself, and they don't need to be seen by anybody else.

Also, I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has taken time to read my writing here and leave comments. It's really nice to get that feedback from you, and I appreciate it very much.

Not much else is new here. I am having some problems with motivation and I don't know what to do about that. But not much else is new.