So I was looking at some of the old posts in this blog, and realizing that most people would never take the time to read them, knowing how busy most people are, I just thought I would mention something.
I was really, really sick when I started this blog. I was not diagnosed, and I was not getting treatment.
A million changes were made in my life since then, and I have improved about 29989% above the condition I was in when I started this blog.
I didn't write anything here for most of the time while I was getting better. I found other things I needed to do, and I was busy a lot, and I had my boyfriend occupying a lot of my time, which he no longer is since we broke up. So I can go back now, and update a bit on what changed since the beginning.
1. I spent five months hospitalized.
2. I spent ten months living in a group home
3. During all this time I took antipsychotic medication and antidepressants and antianxiety medication regularly, and didn't ever go off of it.
4. I started seeing a therapist over a year ago, every week
5. I got a case manager two and a half years ago, who keeps up with me every week by phone.
6. I stayed on the medications.
7. I got a decent job and kept it for almost two years.
8. I went back to college and kept going for the past year and a half.
9. I moved out of the group home and into an apartment a year and a half ago, and I still live there now.
10. I stayed out of the hospital for 2 1/2 years, up until last week.
So that is basically how I improved. The medication helped, therapy helped, keeping myself occupied helped, and one more thing....I stayed with my b oyfriend for 2 1/2 years, and that helped too somewhat.
If you stop by here and you haven't had a chance to read any of the old posts, some of the ones from 2005 will give you a good idea of what my mind was like before I made some improvements, and what Schizophrenia is like when it's not treated.
Welcome. I live with Schizoaffective Disorder, formerly diagnosed as Schizophrenia. This blog, created in 2005, is about what goes on inside my mind. It is about coping, living, and advocacy. You will find information on what psychosis, delusional thoughts, and suicidality are like, by a person who has had those experiences. Most of all, you will find a story of hope. If you have a mental illness, know you are not alone.
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thanks for participating and doing quips. i've published your comment-entry. i like your blog, it's very honest and ver brave. hang in there!
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