I hate it.
I curse these medications for making me so overweight.. Goddamn them all.
The New Zealander hasn't talked to me in months because he has a girlfriend. I should have known we weren't even real enough friends for him to not ditch me as soon as he found a girlfriend. But I thought we were real friends.
Tonight I went out with a guy I've known for years who I like and I blame my disgustingly fat body for the fact that he doesn't seem interested in being more than friends.
I hate being overweight..
I think I am going to join Weight Watchers. I'm desperate to not be obese anymore.